Yeah well it was a apalogie and then i just tried to tell you about my world and how it works out so far, everyone sais its a attempt at a pity party i dont care.. my life sux and only i seem to know its true everyone else thinks its an exageration but im a Guy who likes sports anime and videogames, i went to college but work at a grocery store everything i ever wanted to be i failed at, and no one has ever loved or liked me for me im destened to be broke and out on the street, i deserve no ones friend ship or anything and i dont know how to have fun and im a horny dumb perv... and all my friends i ever had always weasled me out of money and would only get mad if i asked acted the same way back to them but i put up with it all because id be alone otherwise.. so yeah my whole life be a Tool or be alone and No one cares about me and i cant blame them im a dumb idiot and nothin will ever change in my life.