My heart broke reading this :(, because I had to do the same thing long ago...
I plan on returning to it one day though I hope!!!
I most likely will not return to it. I've been checking out digital card games like YuGiOh...ect. Buying into a card game again and keeping up with it is not worth it for me anymore.
It really does get me down whenever I think about the collection... But you gotta survive!