It started in a familiar playground I used to play in when I was a child. It was greatly enhanced and they added a basketball and tennis court. Anyway, there was a huge crowd of people walking all over the place. They kind of just suddenly appeared. As the sunlight hit the ground with a flickering buzz, I turn and see my recent ex walking by. At first I didn't believe it, so I followed her to be sure.
I walked across the basketball court and one of my friend from high school suddenly appeared and started talking to her saying, "haha Josh is so gay! lol I'm kidding, he's cool." My ex didn't say anything, just kept on walking. As I left the basketball court, the ground turned into concrete and a small boat appeared in my hand.
She disappeared for a moment and I came across a latter leaning against a building. I climbed up and sat down in this chair. I leaned over and there was a puddle of water in the concrete of the building. I naturally put the boat in the water and started moving it back and forth.
Then I look down to see my ex laying on a chair. (The long ones found at swimming pools. I forgot what there are called.) I climb back down and move towards her. She was laying on her stomach wearing a bikini. I stood there for a few seconds then gently put the boat next to her on the ground. I think I said, "Here you go." or "Hear it's yours." I'm not to sure.
I began to walk away when I felt the need to turn around. I turned and she was standing right in front of me. She then reached out and gave me a hug. At that precise moment, I wrapped my hands around her (remember she was wearing a bikini) and her skin felt incredibly real. It felt just like her in real life. I just had forgotten it's been months since I last saw and spoke to her.
I then woke up to find tears running down my checks. I had been trying to move on from her for months, but I realized how much I cared for her and that deep down, I didn't want to let her go. I'm sure she feels the same way, but she found somebody else to "replace" me. It's too bad no one can replace me. I still have no choice but to move on, but I took this dream as a sign. A small part of me still wanted her so bad. Realizing this, I will always love her no matter what happens. I can't change that. Knowing that, I can finally forget and she'll fade away. Moving on has been way easier now thanks to the dream. Things must get worst before they get better.
How could I remember something like that in my dream? It was the most vivid dream I had ever had. Just thought I might share my dream with all of you. So yeah, if it disturbs or upsets anyone in any way, I'm sorry. Just putting it out there.
~Xicor