>.>........................... Okay... Look Tkoold, your life isn't terrible, you want your life to be terrible; it gives you something to guilt people with. I've been trying and trying for you, when Wesker goes to jump down your throat, I'm usually the one trying to calm him down; the only reason I stopped that is because the same day I told Wesker that I felt Kinjo gave you enough hell about the situation, and he needed to chill out and sorta made he relax and start talking about Marv instead, just for you to, not a moment later, log on and post...... that "thing" you posted in the "game addy might like" topic. It was a complete slap in the face; why should I be defending you if you can't even defend your self? When you do try to defend yourself, it's pathetic. It's excuses, upon excuses with you; cries for attention. It's just you trying to justify something that is incredibly wrong, and I don't want to play these games anymore, because I'm sick of feeling guilty. I'm sick of you getting in trouble because of the things you say, it only makes me feel worse, and I'm feeling at fault. Stop crying about your life, everything that happens to you, you bring upon yourself; it's your fault so stop trying to make everyone else feel bad for you. If your life is so bad, crying will only make it worse, how will you ever get a girlfriend this way? This is your fault; not mine. If you want change so bad, change things. Don't just nod your head like you do with Kinjo, going "You're right, you're right, okay." and then go back to the same lifestyle, he obviously cares about you; you have a damn good friend. But instead of thinking about the things you have, food, a home, a family, a great friend like Kinjo, you are too wrapped up in your own little cries. Maybe if you started appreciating what you go more, then you would eventually get more, but as it stands, you don't deserve anymore than what you have. And I assume your response will be some pity train going "you're right but my life sucks sooooo bad, why won't any one believe me?!" There is nothing funny about this, there is never anything funny about hurting someone. I have nothing else to say to you, and if this upset you at all, then I'm sorry, but I'm again letting someone walk on me, because I am considering their feelings more than I am considering my own, and I am tired of people being able to use me so easily. That's all I have to say; my part is out there now.