tkoold you have done so much with chicks, your problem is that you want more, you are never satisfied
You think your life sucks when it don't, you just not satisfied.
You don't like where you life is at, well make something of it
Instead of worrying about bars, and girls. try learning new things, new traits new things you could do for jobs to get you out of a grocery store.
the amount of time you surf for pron, you could be learning how to be a computer tech again, instead you spank... and don't even get me started on your WoW addiction
People who are depressed, make themselves depressed. You can change your life, you just have to be willing, and you are not.
You try to act stupid, and poor me. The 4m isn't buying it anymore, you are a broken record. This is the 10000000 time you talked about your stress and depression on the 4m. You wonder why nobody believes you anymore, because you tell them about the things you do, which to most are wild. You just want attention. You should go on meds, might loosen you up.
But once again, my advice and everyone elses will be ignored. You will just continue to self loath because its who you are and one of your favorite things to do.