[/t] | | Crystal must be on the 4m then cus she has lupis and her immune system triest to kill her own Organs.. [/q] Wait who?[/q][/t]
the 1 girl he knows and is obsessed about who don't give up the nookie
time to find a new girl who has lupus tkoold! [/q] |
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Lol well youll probably say shes way too hard for me cuz in some ways she is, but Intrestingly, i think i got a Lucky Lucky break that has made things move more forward and more intresting then id thought they would be, See i cant even remember why or what exactly, but there were things that happened again that she got Really Really mad about, and she told me she hated me for like 2 days and usualy couldnt stand to talk to me, i think it was going to boil over as other things or times, but this time it worked out entirly different, a Freind of Crystals that i dont think she really has any clue that is also a friend of mine (as i became friends with him before i began to like crystal) told her that she couldnt be mad at me forever, and that she should either stop stringing me along or just stop seeing me all together well, she didnt stop seeing me, and suprisingly it has kind of let us move Somthing Forword, Lol in some ways i donno how i was so Lucky usualy i get shot down Long before it even gets to where i was with crystal, and then Usualy for the girl it would be a no Brainer to leave me after the road block points, so this alone is something new that has never worked out this way in my life.
Now dont get me wrong crazy enough she Still makes me work and i Meen WORK for everything and anything i get but funny, it actually worked out today that i stood firm and had her kiss me in order to take her where she wanted and have her day as she pleased and it took like 20-30 min with a little of a verbal tussle but she actually gave in and did it and she liked it lolz silly girl and of course like 2-3 min later she came up with somthing else she had to do Which was burning another music cd and i was like if you kiss me we can burn that cd and Like it didnt take her but 20 seconds to go kiss me the 2nd time, i tell ya women can be crazy wonderful persones Some times but atleast i feel like i know she wants me and that i can be Confident to be a lil of a jerk and wrangle some other things out of her, and i was even a Lil Gutsy at the end of morning at the end of our day when she was playin with the radio while we were parked in her driveway i grabbed her hand and Kissed it for a good bye and see hit me and said i was NUTS but in the end she smiled and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek, so forward i go and we must be somthing better then "Just friends" but by far for a Novice like me i certainly had to fall for a Girl with a difficulty lvl of Hard or expert, but so far i got a Rare Lucky Break cuz as Kinjo sais its the fighting and the not being easy that Brings you closer together, and i Dont have a need to go through the drama or even have that great a carecter to Manufacture it but Amazingly it formed and things got put to chance and somehow i didnt Loose out yet and it got me past 1 roadblock so far. and it is crazy should me and crystal ever not work out in the end, i have Learned so much and thank god to have finally played the Real game and get somewhere i used to be like a Complete stray dog, i may still be a novice but Stray dog i will not be i know how it works why it works and can do things now and not be Blind, so in Some weird way it really will be crystals Loss if we ever not see eachother anymore or whatever because she Has Gone through over a Half years work of Grooming me to the man i am now to be better at dating and relationships and it would be a waste on her part if its to some other girls bennifet.
allso kinjo will have to call me cuz there have been lots of otherthings over the week that transpired and have helped me not be so vain and down on myself so maybe i can get better in ways Kinjo always wanted me too that i was incapable of over the last 7 years. so yeah and theres so much more that i could explain and talk about and stuff but i think ive rambled on enough for 1 day so ttyl.[/td][/tr][/table][/td][/tr][/table]