Haha, wellzz, that 4M deletion card in the other topic reminded me of how much I wanted to kill off this forum site when I first found out about it because FLASH WAS A JERK! =_= Well, really he joined Red's forum site for roleplaying, while Red was determining who he would choose to admin his forum, since he was giving it up... And the few active members on that site kinda reminded me of a family, you knows? So when 4M merged with Elite Roleplay I got super angry and hated Flashwerewolf and this site. Lmao, actually, I'm reading over some of the AIM conversations I've had with him... ._. I don't think he will mind if I share them, just because it was me being the angry resentful one and he remained pretty calm...
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(Demonheart187 was my original AIM that I made when I was like... 10ish, I don't like to use it so much anymore, I use my new screen name)
Previous to this: We were discussing stress
[23:07] FlashWerewolf: I convince myself that i am hopeless
[23:07] FlashWerewolf: and find excuses to not go thru with whatever it is
[23:08] FlashWerewolf: and i go to sleep for 14 hours
[23:08] FlashWerewolf: so i dont have to think
[23:08] DemonHeart187: oh... well then
[23:08] DemonHeart187: i wish that happened when you were taking over the forum
[23:08] FlashWerewolf: lol
[23:08] DemonHeart187: so you wouldnt pull through with it
[23:08] DemonHeart187: >>
[23:08] FlashWerewolf: well
[23:08] FlashWerewolf: honestly
[23:08] FlashWerewolf: its just changing URLs
[23:08] FlashWerewolf: you guys are in full control of it all
[23:08] DemonHeart187: not to me
[23:09] DemonHeart187: to me you are no one
[23:09] DemonHeart187: but a recruiter
[23:09] FlashWerewolf: that is true
[23:09] FlashWerewolf: yea i was recruiting for a while
[23:09] FlashWerewolf: I love RPing
[23:09] FlashWerewolf: but my memberbase died off
[23:09] DemonHeart187: so you kill ours
[23:09] DemonHeart187: all you did was join our site and destroy it
[23:09] DemonHeart187: congrats
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A later conversation:
[23:21] DemonHeart187: and we both told you we did not like it
[23:21] DemonHeart187: you were unconvincing
[23:22] DemonHeart187: and we were happy with our site
[23:22] DemonHeart187: before you came along
[23:23] FlashWerewolf: To be honest, Red made the decision, not me.
[23:23] FlashWerewolf: I just threw the idea out there. I do think it will work out.
[23:24] DemonHeart187: i dont
[23:24] DemonHeart187: i bare some form of hate for you due to this
[23:24] FlashWerewolf: i can see that
[23:25] FlashWerewolf: I hold no resentment to you or even Kaiami
[23:25] FlashWerewolf: im not the type of person to hold a grudge
[23:25] DemonHeart187: you dont have the rite to
[23:25] DemonHeart187: you have no right to come into our forum, break it up, then hate us for disliking you
NOTE: Kaiami is a good friend of mine, who I brought over to Red's forum later on... I would have gotten her to join 4M and I think Red actually did try, but I would actually prefer her not be recruited, and for good reason. I won't get into that now though.
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That's all I'll share with you... T_T I feel like such a super mean and angry person. I said I hated him! T____T
Truth be told, I'm happy Flashwerewolf never gave up on trying to get me to join, and neither did Red, because now that I'm here I've met so many amazing people and found that I really do like being part of the 4M. I'm pretty happy that I relented in the end, ya know? ^_^
So Flashwerewolf, I am formally apologizing to you now for my being such an angry hostile person, granted that was back in late June of 08', so in reality it was roughly a year ago, I don't think I ever did apologize for it. I guess I did some major growing up since then, but i just sorta felt like I should put this out there.
Also, I did some tracking to figure out when I really became active and these were my results:
January 25th is the day I joined, and posted exactly 11 posts. I returned on the 29th of that month and posted twice. That seemed to be the extent of my posting until May 6th, when I wass convinced to come back and be a real member on the 4m, and since that day I have posted a total of 467 (468 counting this one) posts, coming to a grand total of 480 posts (481 after this =P)
So that pretty much means you guys are kinda stuck with me now =P I don't think I'll be leaving...
With that, I thank and apologize to you Flash, I appreciate how chilled out you were despite me being a little brat (Red, you should probably document this, because it's the only time I'm going to ever admit to being the little brat you accused me of being so long ago). I actually have a lot of respect for you, now.
^^ I love all you guys!!!
Thanks so much for convincing me to join!
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WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! [ssj]