i get my independence from my mom, my strive to succeed is from her
but after she passed away my life went crazy, almost married a psychotic stripper, my life was spiraling downwards
but thanks to my family & friends, including tkoold & fw my life always seemed to have purpose
now i have a beautiful girlfriend, live in beautiful florida and living my dream
but my dream includes stress and frustration, so that is how i am feeling most of the time (and take it out on others, sadly)
i love bringing drawings to life, just its tough learning how to do it right, soon my stress will go away once i am a master animator and ill be a nice guy to be around again!!
and an explanation on how i think now, i examine everything, everyone, every second. i stay in this mode because it is helping me get better at animating/drawing, finding flaws, thinking of ways to improve, or starting over completely, most animators of the past have been not to fun to be around because of this
tho i have always been crazy & annoying, these are good traits for an animator to have