another depression thread tkoold? you only have yourself to blame
your like millions of other americans who think life is given to you on a silver spoon
YOU have to make your life what you want, i used to ditch school to play video games, 40-60 days i would miss a year, the school thought i had some medical problems or something (yet i never had a doctors note)
so dont use videogames as an excuse, what it boils down to is lazyness, if i was lazy i would never make cartoons, games etc, and its what i want to do
so what you want to do, you have to focus more on, try new things, sitting around saying why me, ME ME ME ME ME does nothing also girls dont want to date depressing guys who have emo mentalities, you need more confindence
stop wonderful personing and start trying
i get things in my life that i want to do and own, because i work hard for them, im always doing something, like i told you the other night buy a sticky pad/sticky notes and start writing down ideas of stuff you want to do, and ways to do it, ideas, thoughts
and look at it later when your all confused and acting over emotionally